~ skadar cOretan, mungkin juga lUahan ~ *_^

hUrmm..lumrah hidup, kita neyh salu sgt kesian kt Owg kn ? ak pOn xtaw sbb pa.. ssja ak nk tuleh ckit ttg apa yg ak asa.. blOg kn tmpat mluahkn prasaan..hik3 luah la sgt.. stakat hal2 cm ney bOle laa.. tp law hal2 yg tlalu prIvacy xbOle laa kOt.. yg pastinya.. ak ney salu sgt kesian kt Owg.. nk wat pa2 pOn... law nmpak Owg yg patut di 'kesiankn' ak mula la jd kesian..adOiii..lmbut gak aty ak neyhh...hee tp kn... law kta ja asyik nk ksiankn Owg, aty kta plak cm na.. sapa yg nk ksian? idOp ney salu bebelah bagi.. apa2 pOn mesti da 2 cabang... anda suma paham apa mksud sy ? xpaham ?? wat2 paham la erk.. maleh nk cita pnjg2 sgt.. hmm cm 2 laa... actually , xslah law kta nk kesiankn Owg.. tp "depends on cOnditiOns" jgak kn...hehe. ya laa... dah kta pOn xdak Owg nk ksian., kta kna gak ada pluang tuk kta kesiankn dri kta sniri.. dah la wat baek pOn dibalass xbaek.. mmg big prOblem. manusia...manusia mcm2 ragam kn ? ak xpaham btOi, jd bek pOn susah, jd jahat lg la susah.. hmm.. tp xpatut laa, kkdg kbaekn ssOwg 2 xwak apa2 pOn.. Owg amek ksempatan ada laa.. xtaw la kn.. KEHIDUPAN.. mcm 2 dah arr... nOthing perfect. tp, skurang2nya kta brusaha tuk jd yg terbaek dr yg terbaek ! InsyaAllah .. :)) ------------>>>>>> bla bca blek, ayat kt ats 2 byk pkataan kesiann laaa....heee @.@ lantak arhh... mmg nk cita pasai kesian pOn.. hOHoo

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hoHOoo..lama xsinggah kOt cni.. bsawang da neyhh... aiyOo... bzy ka ?? ...tidak....
bOsan ka ??...ermm...jgk tidak... sO? sbb pa..? MALASSS!!wakakaka... k,chOww! nxt tMe we wIll c again keyhh... Assalamualaikum. =)

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yea..dlm kehidupan kte ney..byk sgt dugaan n rintangan g perlu kta harungi..bhagia cuma dtg sekejap... knapa bhagia xsntiasa bsma kta? hmm susah tuk jwb psOalan 2.. suma keja Tuhan..
kta mnusia biasa, hanya mmpu merancang...Tuhan yg tentukan. hmm.. tLalu pnjg khidupan kta yg kta perlu lalui, jLan hidup kta sniri pOn kta xnmpak.. hmm, dr dlu ak slalu byangkn hidup ak bhgia sentiasa bhagia bsama Owg2 yg ak syg, tp..impian ak xpnah tcapai.. tp syukur, sbb msih ada Owg2 yg ak syg.. hidup ak xkn smpurna kalau hilang sentengah nyawa ak tu.. ak pcaya, mungkin 1 hari, ak akn dpt apa yg ak impikan dlm khdupan ak.. wlwpOn kkdang ,saat ak tjatuh.. xda sOwg pOn dkt dgn ak.. yeah..mungkin dsi2 suda nmpak kkuatan ak, ak bgun dgn sndri..oOuh..sgt sakitt! tp ak kUat! Ya Allah.. hanya dia yg yg tawu cm na prasaan ak.. hmm, mna hilangnya sUma Owg yg ak perlUkan..? erm, ak redha.... ak bgun wlwpOn langkah ak perlahan mniti ary2 yg mndatang... ak terima sumanya.. smOga idup ak akn lbey baek dr ary2 sbLom nya.. thxx ssgt 4 thOse whO suppOrt me.. l lOve u all daMn muchh! :)

berfikir sejenak--


huhu tba2 ak t'pk apa kesudahan kisah idup ak..hurmm.. mungkin skunk kta xsdar yg kta da melangkah jaOh sgt k' dpn..pa pOn yg kta wat kkdg kta xsdar.. tba2 mlm ney ak kekeliruan, kebuntuan,ketidakfahaman, n . . . . .. ntah apa yg da lam Otak aku..adUiii... sapa bOle tOlOng ney.. tOlong ak supaya xtmbul mcm2 perasaan cm neyh..hak2 gila suda.. jam da kul 1stgh lbey2.. ak xley tdO lg... sOk nk kna bgun awal lg..pas2 cm biasa nk g keja lak..haa... arhhhh!! jem! kkdg mls nk mlyan pasaan sgt..tp xbOle..huhu apa nk wat naseb bdn..erm, rutin harian aku skunk da jaOh bbeza dr dLu..skunk agak padat..cari duet pnya pasal.. apa pOn da xpK.. penat? smestinya.. tp da tbiasa.. Okey la 2 kn..hehe adehh... xley tdO lg neyh..? pa hal? uwaaa:( ltey la cm ney.. huk2

sUka2 nk bcErita..~


haK3..sOnOk sgt ley bnafas pnjg ary ney..hee~~ ney sUma gara2 dmam 2 ary.. adOii.. xtawu lar kn dmam ak sbb pa? huhu.. nVermInd.. btw alhmdulillah ary ney ak da sembUh.. tp sUara ja lOm sembUh..adOii.. msIh tsekat2 lg neyh...hmm.. saat ak tbaca bLog2 Owg len..ttba tingt kt bLog ak neyh..sO, sInggah la...hehehe smbIl mLayan lagU kt nsEt ak tUh.. nk mngUnyah pOn, da xdak pa2 nk mngUnyah.. nk mnyEmbang pOn.. Owg kt sbLah da tdO..hihi.. mmbe ag sOwg lak dmam.. sMlm da sOwg.. ary ney pOn da lak..sOk? xtaw lar.. adakah sUma nya bjangkit dr ak??hOhOo.. nO.. nO..ak bUkan pmbawa vIrus..hahaha mungkin keadaan cuaca yg xmnentu skUnk ney.. hmm.. ak da pOn mula dgr banjir sana sini..mna xnya.. ujan jaa.. dugaan 2,..huhu bLa da bnjir.. cm2 lak dgr g kn? lemas lar..n cm2 ag.. huhh.. bahaya2.. tIngat tMe bnjir kt umah arwah tOk ak dLu.. sOnok ja men air.., even kkdg jumpa ular lam umah , n ada yg ckp da buaya.. cOz umah tOk dkt ngn sungai , tp xpnah asa bhaya langsUng hehe bIasa lar 2 kn, bla asyk sOnOk ja.... tp sKunk ney,.. kmpung 2.. da xbnjir lg.. sbb da wat empangan.. n umah tOk pOn da xdkt ngn sungai lg..huhhu sdey ja..rndu lg umah yg lama.. suma da kna tOlak.. cm2 kngn da kt c2.. tp nk wat cn na kn.. kna lar tma..actually umah 2 kna tOlak cOz nk wat empangan 2 arr.. abIs umah2 yg tpi sungai kt kmpung 2 kna amik by gOvnment.. even dpt det tuk wat umah baru pOn.. xbest lar kn? sbb da asa laen..xmcm kmpung kOt..huhuhu overall bbeza dr dLu.. hmm~~ mOod:: rndU ktEnangan.. zZZzzzZzsssss~~

. . . . UnIntended. . .



You could be my unintended

Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I’ll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I’ll always love

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
He could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I’ll always love

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you