haK3..sOnOk sgt ley bnafas pnjg ary ney..hee~~ ney sUma gara2 dmam 2 ary.. adOii.. xtawu lar kn dmam ak sbb pa? huhu.. nVermInd.. btw alhmdulillah ary ney ak da sembUh.. tp sUara ja lOm sembUh..adOii.. msIh tsekat2 lg neyh...hmm.. saat ak tbaca bLog2 Owg len..ttba tingt kt bLog ak neyh..sO, sInggah la...hehehe smbIl mLayan lagU kt nsEt ak tUh.. nk mngUnyah pOn, da xdak pa2 nk mngUnyah.. nk mnyEmbang pOn.. Owg kt sbLah da tdO..hihi.. mmbe ag sOwg lak dmam.. sMlm da sOwg.. ary ney pOn da lak..sOk? xtaw lar.. adakah sUma nya bjangkit dr ak??hOhOo.. nO.. nO..ak bUkan pmbawa vIrus..hahaha mungkin keadaan cuaca yg xmnentu skUnk ney.. hmm.. ak da pOn mula dgr banjir sana sini..mna xnya.. ujan jaa.. dugaan 2,..huhu bLa da bnjir.. cm2 lak dgr g kn? lemas lar..n cm2 ag.. huhh.. bahaya2.. tIngat tMe bnjir kt umah arwah tOk ak dLu.. sOnok ja men air.., even kkdg jumpa ular lam umah , n ada yg ckp da buaya.. cOz umah tOk dkt ngn sungai , tp xpnah asa bhaya langsUng hehe bIasa lar 2 kn, bla asyk sOnOk ja.... tp sKunk ney,.. kmpung 2.. da xbnjir lg.. sbb da wat empangan.. n umah tOk pOn da xdkt ngn sungai lg..huhhu sdey ja..rndu lg umah yg lama.. suma da kna tOlak.. cm2 kngn da kt c2.. tp nk wat cn na kn.. kna lar tma..actually umah 2 kna tOlak cOz nk wat empangan 2 arr.. abIs umah2 yg tpi sungai kt kmpung 2 kna amik by gOvnment.. even dpt det tuk wat umah baru pOn.. xbest lar kn? sbb da asa laen..xmcm kmpung kOt..huhuhu overall bbeza dr dLu.. hmm~~ mOod:: rndU ktEnangan.. zZZzzzZzsssss~~
sUka2 nk bcErita..~
haK3..sOnOk sgt ley bnafas pnjg ary ney..hee~~ ney sUma gara2 dmam 2 ary.. adOii.. xtawu lar kn dmam ak sbb pa? huhu.. nVermInd.. btw alhmdulillah ary ney ak da sembUh.. tp sUara ja lOm sembUh..adOii.. msIh tsekat2 lg neyh...hmm.. saat ak tbaca bLog2 Owg len..ttba tingt kt bLog ak neyh..sO, sInggah la...hehehe smbIl mLayan lagU kt nsEt ak tUh.. nk mngUnyah pOn, da xdak pa2 nk mngUnyah.. nk mnyEmbang pOn.. Owg kt sbLah da tdO..hihi.. mmbe ag sOwg lak dmam.. sMlm da sOwg.. ary ney pOn da lak..sOk? xtaw lar.. adakah sUma nya bjangkit dr ak??hOhOo.. nO.. nO..ak bUkan pmbawa vIrus..hahaha mungkin keadaan cuaca yg xmnentu skUnk ney.. hmm.. ak da pOn mula dgr banjir sana sini..mna xnya.. ujan jaa.. dugaan 2,..huhu bLa da bnjir.. cm2 lak dgr g kn? lemas lar..n cm2 ag.. huhh.. bahaya2.. tIngat tMe bnjir kt umah arwah tOk ak dLu.. sOnok ja men air.., even kkdg jumpa ular lam umah , n ada yg ckp da buaya.. cOz umah tOk dkt ngn sungai , tp xpnah asa bhaya langsUng hehe bIasa lar 2 kn, bla asyk sOnOk ja.... tp sKunk ney,.. kmpung 2.. da xbnjir lg.. sbb da wat empangan.. n umah tOk pOn da xdkt ngn sungai lg..huhhu sdey ja..rndu lg umah yg lama.. suma da kna tOlak.. cm2 kngn da kt c2.. tp nk wat cn na kn.. kna lar tma..actually umah 2 kna tOlak cOz nk wat empangan 2 arr.. abIs umah2 yg tpi sungai kt kmpung 2 kna amik by gOvnment.. even dpt det tuk wat umah baru pOn.. xbest lar kn? sbb da asa laen..xmcm kmpung kOt..huhuhu overall bbeza dr dLu.. hmm~~ mOod:: rndU ktEnangan.. zZZzzzZzsssss~~
. . . . UnIntended. . .
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I’ll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I’ll always love
I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before
First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
He could never be as good as you
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I’ll always love
I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before
I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before
Before you
sEsuatu yang barU..
huhu... haLlOw2.. adOiii...sUnyi ja blOg ak skUnk neyhh...ak da jd Owg yg pling bzy kt dUnia ney kOt..kah3 hmm..da latest ttg ak nOw..?? hehe..ngh pracktikal..2 ja.. kkdang best.. kkdang xbest..yg paling pEnting bOsan!! hUhh.. lambat lg 2 pracktkal nk abih.. uwaaa... semakkk! peNat lg... haiyya..manyak menda mau pK neyh.. lately neyh ak agak bLurr...hee sLalu pOn bLur gak(bak kata teMen2 ku tuh, tp ak..? "eleyhh..xksah pOn bLur cM na pOn?? i dUn care, n i dUn want 2 care..hahaha")..tp kali ney.. bLur len.. hek3 ntahh arr.. haa.. ssUatu yg baru?? ttba ja ak msUk saL ney.. hOhOo.. lantak lerrr... nOt bad lar dgn pa yg ak asa skUnk..uhuu... i mean, sSuatu yg baru.. bnyk sgt yg baru.. cm kt tmpat pracktkal ney lar cOntOh nya..bnda yg ak xpnah wat, ttba kna wat.. cm 2 larr,bnyk gLa law nk cIta.. bek xyah cIta..kan3??? heheh erm,da yg bOle dtrima, n da yg xbOle dtrIma.. wUtever larh! accepted>> uhukkk.. sEsak2...sabO jew larr.. yg pEnting ak, kwn2, fmly, n sUma2 lar bahagia... mOod ngh penIng2 ney.. pa nk tUlis pOn tataw.. lg bOle tep, ak tep ja larr..hahahh laLala~~ asa cm ak tep ngarOt2 ja ney..haa..kn da ckp td..bLur..bLur.. sO bLur! huhu.. bYe! =)pEace yeaa~~
dLu ak...
Huu…jam da nk dekat kUl 4..tp mata ak xbOle2 g nk tutup..hmm…ak neyh..law xbOle nk tdO.. mUla lar pk yg bkn2..huhu..bIase arh law ssOwg kn?ermm..ntah napa mLm ney.. ak tringt saL naseb ak dLu.. sKunk kre Okey lar cket an..haha…bLe t’ngt 2..tba2 ak asa geram..nk marah..dendam..huhh suma cukup lar.. huk3 sdey sgt.. naseb lar kn..nk ckp ak ney tLalu baek? Baek ka ak ney? Hmm.. sUka2 ja Owg ley menkan pasaan ak..sUme sama ja.. ak pOn xtawu pe lar xkna ngn ak..cm2 ak da lalui.. tOtalLy pedih sgt nk telan..actuaLly, bnda ney lar ak xsuka sgt nk ingt..bLe ak t’ngt..sUma pasaan marah n dendam mngUasai dri ak.. mUngkin ak tLalu snang tUk Owg men kn pasaan..xkre lar ssape pOn..tp jgn ingt ak ley jerk dOk diam..sLow2 ak.. da batas kOt..huhu wak2 ak tkena ngn Owg dLu.. ak sLalu asa yg dri ak ney lemah sgt..Urhh.. nape ak xbOle lawan?..nape ak msti diam?.. kna tikam pOn kkdg xsdar.. Ya Allah.. bOdoh nya ak waktu 2…even bnda2 da lepas.. sntiasa da lam aty ak..xkn pnah tpadam pOn..hmm ak hOpe sgt..stIap ary ak akn dpt mnjalani khidupan ak dgn baik..sebaik2 nyer.. mUngkin dri ak xbOleh sekuat dan stabah Owg len..ak akn ttp cuba yg tbaek.. ak da xmau sume bnda2 yg ak da lalui tpaksa ak ulang kembali.. cukup lar dgn pa yg ak da asa sbLom ney.. huk3.. reaLly2 need my frenzz 2 sUppOrt me.. tp.. bOle ka?..hmm.. ak pcaya ngn sUme Owg yg de kLiling ak.. hOpe, dOwg pOn can make me 2 trUst them.. da bpa kaLi ak mncuba yg tbeK..tp gagaL..ak da xmO kcewa ngn sIkap Owg2 kt kLiling ak lg.. hukk.. hukk.. :(
bLa aty...???
hmm...hujan mlm ney..cm faham pasaan ak..huu.. napa eyh..? lantak larr... ak sdey kOt.. kkdg kta xsdar yg kta ney da ckup bhagia dgn pa yg da..napa da Owg yg xbOle nk asa bsyUkur ngn per yg dia da.. xfham gak ak..even bnda 2 dia yg xbsyukur.. tp ak yg trasa.. hmm.. mUngkin tmpIas kOt.. ttba ak asa nk tep ja pa yg ak asa..ak pOn bknnya sntiasa sgt bsyukur.. tp.......ermm,actUaLly bnyk sgt bnda yg nk dLuahkn kt bLog ney.. tp... asanya xsUma bnda kta ley kOngsi kn? adehh... lajU nya air mata air yg mngalir mlm ney.. huhu.. susahnya ak nk tMa sUma ney..tp nk wat cM na... bLa kta da sygg...sUsah nk lupa, Or tnggal n sbgnya..hmm.. mUngkin law bg Owg len, msti da ja yg xbOle dtMa law da ssUa2 yg mUngkin xbOle dtMa..sabar jew lar kn.. pa yg pntIng aty kta.. bia lar ak cm na? ak ttap ak!
PagI yg agak LesU....
salam.. wUihh.. lama x hapdate bLog neyhh.. hek2.. rndu mnyelubungi diriku tuk terdampar kt bLog ney.. di smpg mengactIve kn jari jemari ku di pg hari.... heheheh actuaLly ak ngh sakit perUt gIla..huk2 nOrmal 4 da wOmans.. hee~~ stIap bln jerk de ar pnykit ney.. tp xsUme aw.. Uhuu...ak cuba lelapkn mata kmbali tMe tjaga awal2 pg td.. tp xbOle... lg ak tdO.. lg 2 perUt ak sakit...mmg ak agk lesU ar pg ney, uwaaa... jap ag kLas kUl 2.. ade prsntatiOn lak tUhh.. aduiii i'm dIed!! cm na nk bdIri lma... sakIt dOwhh.. bOle kew ak nk prsant lam k'eadaan dUduk?? uii.. xbOle2.. abIss ak nk wat cM ner? huk2.. tIngat lak tMe ak kt hOstel dLu..pnyakIt ak yg cM ney, mmg trOk gLa taun tUh, taun 2007 kOt, da last year ak kt sMtsp2.. =) bLe dtg jerk pnyakit ak ney... mmbe2 dOm ak sUme da start Isaw... yer arr.. ak xbOle nk bgerak sgt... law bLn 2 trOk... trOk lar ssgt.. adehh.. sUsah tOl ak ney.. ak respect ar mmbe2 ak .. dOrng snggup jaga ak.. nk g mne2 sUme kna pImpin.. smpy kew tOilet pOn..hak2 gIla lar ak neyhh... jarang lar law ak nk sakIt trOk2.. maybe lam stahun 2, da la lam 4 Or 5 bLn ak sakIt trOk...hmm.., tMe 2, hnya tUhan jew tawu... btw.. ak asa tharu ngn mmbe2 yg bnyk tLong ak.. huhu.. tIngat lak kt dOrng.. hmm, cM 2 lar law ak da dtg pnyakIt 'SesUngut ' a.k.a SngUgut ney kn? hehe.. xlarat da den nk mnaIp.. den nk pektIs tUk presant japg lar... cawWw~~ =p
..cInta hati aku...
uwaaa...sdeyy........sIan kt cInta aty ak... bUrOkk da... adehh...sOry... ney sUma salah ak... last2 die gak yg kna...bkn nye skali..da bnyk kali... hUhhh...cUai nya ak.... ermm.. pe nasIb.. huhu tawu ape cInta aty ak tUhh..hehe.. keta lOrhh, pneman idOp ak ney...dIa sakit.. ak pOn sakIt..hek2.. hmm, sUma nya bmUla ptg 2... ak ngn iNn nk g cS.. nk carI brng...aida ngn k.iena da awai bLek ary 2... then, bdUa jew arh..sO cM bIasa ak yg drIve..iNn xlarat..keh2.. pas2 smpy kt cs.. nk cari parking arr..kbEtulan da parkIng dkt sgt ngn pntu masuk...km pOn pa g..msti ar nk park c2.. nk wat cM na..malass jalan..hee~~ tp km tlEpas cket parkng 2... kalUt sgt kn ak.. kna ar rvers bLek,adehhh.. rvers nya rvers bOle ar nk masUk parkng..syOk ar sat... tp tMe 2 ak cm bLur cket sbb asyk nmpak keta bLkg ja.. hUii..bLur ja keja ak kn? then tMe nk msUk parkng ngn kalUt2 ak 2.. ak ingt lepas ja..hOhoo tba2 ak dgar bUnyi... hUhhh..cangak g!!...mnggltar sUda tbuhh skali ngn tgn2 ku... argghhhhh tIdakkk.. nk nangess ja tMe 2..pas2 cM bIasa..bLa da ja bNda yg jadi mLibatkn keta.. ak lOmpat ke sIt blakng..hehe pa g..iNn ar uruskn.. ak da takOttt...huhu... ak bkn bOle.. hmm.. iNn pOn btOl kn lar parkng 2... ak stIll nervOus nk mmpOs.. mcm2 pasaan da mUncuL kt kpala ak 2... huk3 pas da btOlkn, iNn ar g tUrun dLu... then, ak dIam ja lam keta.. ak taw da pa yg dIe nk ckp..urhhh..ak lg takOttt... pas2 dIe ckp "weyhh.. ang mai tgk keta ang neyhh" arhhh...ak pOn turun..g tgk... uwaaa...abIh keta ak....ak da xtaw nk ckp pa.. tMe 2 ak pK nk siapkn keta ak tUk jd cm bIasa lek.. sbb ak takOtt abah ak marah...huk2 pas2 km kUar parkng bLek n pk nk g Mna..huaaa.. 2 2 sKali nrvOuss..huhh km g ar cri kdai cat pas2 tnya2,Owg 2 ckp xley sIap lam msa 2 gak...makLum lar..da ptg..gIla nk sempat sIap....ak mmg da bUntu.. huhh ngn dUet lg...bLurrr...bLurrr..ssUnggUhnya ak bLur.. hOhooo n then ak ngn iNn dcIde gtaw jew arh kt abh n mak ak.. ak pOn fOlLow jew lar...nk wat cN ner ag... mmg xbOle nk lIndUng.. adUhhh... even ak berat sgt nk gtaw... hmm.. at last.. abh n mak ak taw jUgak.. kna gak ar marah.. cOz cUai... huhu..mmg ak cUai!! pas ney ak akn lbey b'aty2.. law x..abIss lar cInta aty ak yg 1 tUh.. mOral oF da stOry... bhatI2 lah anda law sygg kn ssUatu 2... hehehe :)
"da bezz Of da day"
salam..n sLamat sjahtera...haha aLhmduLillah..skalI lg ak dberI pluang tUk mnUlis bLog tUk ary ney...even bdan ak ltey ssgt..hukk2... Okey2 skUnk nk cter sal khIdupan ak ary ney.. ceeewaahh! :p haha dpt cLebrate bezday... waa...besst tUhh..bKn snang..hOhoo..1st tMe dpt smbUt ngn my bLoVed2 freNz ak neyhh.. hehe...tharU..teruJa.. sUma da... adehhh.. beSa lar 2 kn?? hee~~ awai2 pg aida mai amik ak kt umah... pas2 g tescO..hmm tescO? pElik kn...ttba aida wak ak g tescO pg... hhaha..tp ak cm syak ssUatuu..Last2 nMpak WJC keh2..mmg taw dah lar kn?inn........... aida tpu ak kt lam keta, dIa ckp..iNn x ikUt..huhu kn iNn keja..tp smpy kt na tah? aida..tsasUl..haha akhIrnya.. ak taw lar yg inN p.. dah 2... p tescO lak kn? hahah lawak2... actUally, km nk g photOshOot.. assgment aida n k.eina.. sO..dstnatIon km..is.. aLor star... :) sO pas amIk iNn... km g gUrun lak... nk amik k. eina lak..lam keta..ak kna tpu ag..huhu ak tny iNn.."awat ang benti keja?" dia kta... "sbb nk smbut bezday ang" .. ak tnya lg.... dia asyk jawab benda yg sama...uwaaaa... ak sedey lar weyhhh... da pLak cM 2 kn? huk3 xmO larhh..ak da asa bsalah ssgt... ak xmNx pOn mmbe2 ak ney cLebrate bEzday ak..huhu mmg sbLom ney ak dOk men2...swOh depa cLebrate.. ak nk wat cM na..? ak kn agak xmalu..hehe ngn depa2 ja... tp ak ssaja ja tUh..cKup ar kasih syg yg depa bg kt ak, ak xmO pa2 da..tp Law depa nk bg.. ak tIma ja..hehe... haa? bBlek kt cIta td..pas km amIk k.eina... km pOn mneruskn pjalanan... tba2... haha aida..jerIt... taw apa??hahah mInyak keta xbUh...keh3 pas2 pUsing lar blek.. bUh mnyak n jLn.. n stOp..wat phOtOshOot... jln bLek... stOp.. wat phOtOshOot...bEzz Oow..tgk k.eina n aida jd phOtOgrapher ry ney... smpy tgh2 jLn amIk gmbq..haa...dah 2? cangak g... ak ngn Inn tUmpang sKaki..hehe smpy lar da agak2 nk kUl bpa tah..km stOp kt gIant.. gIla nya lama ak tgu iNn lam keta...ak xtaw lar depa p wat mNatang pa? last2 bru ak taw..yg depa sInggah gIant 2.. bLi kek kt ak...hehehe pas2 km rOund kt aLor star 2... rOund bpa kaLi rOund pOn ak xtaw.,.. smpy da tUkaq drIver pOn dOk rOund kOt tmpat yg sama.. haha... lawak gIla..km sesat..ermmm.. bhasa eLok cKet..xjUmpa jaLan..hehe aida ngn iNn palIng beztt..bentI keta..gadO kt lUaq 2 Owg depa.. ak ngn k.eIna, dOk lam keta.. n kUnci keta...haha sbb.. k.eina kata "depa nk gadUh.. biaq depa gadUh.. xyah masUk lam keta.."hehe cM 2 kOt ayat k.eina.. pas2 lam keta... km pUnya dOk gelak ja...hahah llast2 bUka gak ar kn? sian lak..hee~~ n then... km g kFc n pIza... take away p mUzium padi..hOhooo..bEzz2 kt c2 lar bMulanya cLebration 4 me.. ak epy gLa..tp sdey gak ar..xtaw napa? iNn lak dOk ckp kt ak sal keja dia tuhh... g ak sedey.. uwaa...da hal sUma 2 tPu.. cehhh..ak ttpu lg.. huk3 pas2 2..ak nangehh ja... kn ak xtaw ag dia 2 tpu..ak caya ja.. ngekk yg ak ney pOn, hahaha..last2 ak taw gak... malU derr.... tp xpa lar..ngn depa2 ja..lpas pd 2...km g kUala kedah lak, tUk 1 last phOtoshoOt..n then, km pOn, bLeklar...hehehehe btw mmbe2 ak ney mmg da bEzz ar..haha...i lUvv tHem sO mUchh.. !! mUahhxx3 bangga gila dpt kwn ngn depa... :) thanxx ssgt ngn sUma..tLupa lak..ak dpt adIah yg cUte2, cm ak jUgak..haha,eRmm..sUda2 lar kOt nOo ak nk bcErIta ney...hehe sOk lak ak smbUng.. nk uplOad pIc lak.. tgU......................... heheh
hehe..tgk2...ak ngh pOtong kek 2.. nyUmm2.. dapp Ooo.. :p
ney lak..ak ngn adiah2 yg mmbe2 ak bg.. keh2..
mIckey n tOwel yg cUte sgt..hOho
wIt my bFf 4eva.. i lUvv themm.. :)
hehe..tgk2...ak ngh pOtong kek 2.. nyUmm2.. dapp Ooo.. :p
ney lak..ak ngn adiah2 yg mmbe2 ak bg.. keh2..mIckey n tOwel yg cUte sgt..hOho
wIt my bFf 4eva.. i lUvv themm.. :)tOday is tUesday...(" ,)
hahaa... mmg ak bOsan sgt ary neyhh... da xtawu nk wat ape... sO, ak asa gatal tgn lak nk tUlis kt bLog neyhh... hmm, ak ssOwg jew neyhh... mY geng xder..hu2 aIda cHicken pOxx.., k.eIna da bLek,nk kne g amIk bdk2 skOla, iNn lak tOk die nInggal..huu... sUme de hal masIng2 ak jerk ksOwgn dcNi... uwaaaa.. tMe ney lar...cM2 ak asa... asa nk bleK umah.. nk tdO, cOz ttbe kpala ak pNing..nape kn??hek2 sbb xder kgKwn kOt..hhmm ak mmg cM 2...he2 sUka ja nk dOk ngn kgkwn ak...nOrmal ar kn... law da nMa sHabat sJati..sJati kah km??hhaha..sJati kotttt........ actUally ak kne wat iNterface tUk system ak ary ney...tp, ak da xder idea.., hehe.. sOwg ag grOup ak 2 xdtg2 lg... sO...dIam2 jew arh ak kt cNi...japg jUmpa sIr...tnJuk jew pe yg da..bOle kn??heee~~ pas abIh kLas ney..xtawu ag nk g mNe..? lg bOsan law ak bLek umah.. ak ney bKn bOle dOk umah.. der jew yg xkNa..kih3 tah pa2 kn..sO ak lbey sUka law nk abIhkn msa kt Luar Umah..dpn umah pOn jd ar kOt..hek2 jnjI bkn lam umah... padan lerr ngn ak law kne marah xlekat kt umah... law dr ary isnin smpy khamIs 2... erMm..sah2 lar ak xlekat kt umah... dr pg... (hak2 x ar pg sgt.. sbb ak kn sUsah nk bgun awl2..pas sOlat, tdO jew blek, )... smpy kew mLm...ssape carIk ak tMe 2 kt umah... hu2 xder arr.. ary jUmaat smpy kew ahd jew ak lekat kt umah kOt.. hehe ikOt mOod gak tUh... adehhh...da lar kOt ak nk bcterr2 neyhh... cM nk ngarOt jerk lbey.. cUkup smpy dIcNi tUk mghIlangkn.. kbOsananku............hOohO.........
huhu..xtawu nape ak sUke jew nk dgr lagu ney sKunk,Ku Ingin kamU by Romance.. huk3 sdey lOrhh.. ble dgr jew..msti nk nangess.. ak nk sape eyhh??huhuhu xksah larr ssape pOn.. yg pntg, lagu ney ngn lIrik2 die yg cm 2 mmg wat ak btOl2 trasa...hmm.. lgu ney ak xtju kn tUk ssape pOn.. sje nk share :)
Ku Ingin Kamu
demi semua yang aku jalani bersamamu
kuingin kau jadi milikku
kuingin kau disampingku
tanpa dirimu ku hanya manusia tanpa cinta
dan hanya dirimu yang bisa
membawa surga dalam hatiku
ref:
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aku akan mencintaimu
menjagamu selama hidupku
dan aku kan berjanji
hanya kaulah yang kusayangi
ku akan setia disini
menemani…
sentuhanmu
bagaikan tangan sang dewi cinta
yang berhiaskan bunga asmara
dan membuatku tak kuasa
di setiap arung gerak
tersimpan di hati kecilku
bahwa dirimu terindah untukku
selama ku masih bisa bertahan
selama ku masih bisa bernafas
selama Tuhan masih mengijinkan
kuingin selalu menjagamu
selama ku masih bisa bertahan
selama ku masih bisa bernafas
Ouhh prOject!!
eRmm, ary ney ak asa sgt..sgt..sgt..n tsgt lar bOSan..xtawu nk wat per? keje2 ak aLhamdulillah.. da settLe.., da latesst ttg ak is..hehe ak ngh sbUk wat final prOject...sbUk xder ar sbUk sgt.. cOz prOjek ney wat by grOup..msg2 wat keja yg da dvIde..hmm, xtawu arrh cM ner keadaan system nnt..hehe blOm try blOm ar tawu kn?kikiki sO skUnk ney stIll lam prncangn.. nsib bek arh wat ngn grOup..law sOwg...adehh matI ak!.. ak da ar xpndy system2,.. nme jew bdk sOftware.. pe pOn xtawu...heheh, nOrmal lar 2 kn? kUrang bMinat... stakat cket2 2 Okey arr.. law bnyk2... huhhh.. pecah gak kOt otak ak...ish2 ape lar ak neyhh... haa.. yg bezz nye... ak 1 grOup gak ngn sHbt sjatI ku neyhh..hek2 iNn.... even die bdk netwOrk..tp terrer g kOt pd ak..??haha hmm, epy gLer ar ak.. xlar ak bOrng sgt wat pOject law xder kwn.. ley kacaw2 die gak an... hahahhhXD tp lg best law shbT2 sjati ku yg len , aida n k.eina ley 1 grOup...huhh.. btmbh gUmbira lar ak...wwaawawaa... adehh..tp xley lar., cOz 2 Owg g amIk graphIc..sO , wat pOject sah2 lar xsme..pe2 pOn ak nk wIsh lUck tuk dr ak snIri ar..smOga bjaya n dpt A tuk pOject sem yg last neyhh..heee~~ pas abihh pOject tuk sem ney.. ak da ley practical!.. yeahhh!!! hahahaahahha
eRm, kkadang ak asa kOsOng jew lam idOp ak neyh...huhu kkadang 2..? len plak.. drI snIri pOn xtawu kn ape yg drI kta asa... kUsUt btOl! nape ar jd cm ney kn? Org len asa x pe yg ak asa neyhh? yer lar..idOp masIng2...kkdg jew same..huhu tp nk wat cm ner.. da lumrah khidupan cm 2... pe2 pOn , ak kne tMe n rdha.. hmmmmm
tOday!!
halllll000000000000000....heheh eyhh., sIlap lak. kne bg salam lU arhh... k2... salam...
erMm, rse rndU arh kt blOg..lme xupdate..huhh ney sUme gara2 tenet umah ak yg pUtus wIre nya! arhhh!! tnsiOn tOl..wat keja pOn susah...sdey...huk3 tpaksa ar g cri wifi mrata.. pnjam bOdbend mmbe...hmm susah2... g pOn, actUally ak ngh siap kn system ak.. serabUt pala ak...
uwaaaaa x:: seb bek mmbe2 ak da dsaat2 2...huuuuu sdey ar plak ayt ak kn?hehe mmg sdey pOn...asal blek umah jerk..msTi muke kU akn kpnatan+tnsIOn..pas2 nangeh.... huk3 sbb pk exam ngn sIstem ak neyhh..yer arr...exam nk dkt..sys xsIap2 ag...repOrt ag... ngn nk stUdy tUk exam lak...rse cm xsmpat... kkdang trase cm nk mngalah jew...huhu...tp ak kn da sUmber kkUatan..sO xjd arhh... nk taw sape sUmber kkUatan ak.... hehehhe oF cOurse lar kgkawan ak....ha3 thanx my fRenzzz... cayangg kamOo sUme..ehekk.. Erm, bbalik pd system ak td... tenet kt umah xdak...susah cket ak nk run tUk dptkn Output yg btOl2 mmUaskn aty ak.. sO, kt kOlej lar tmpat ku dapat wifi..law cUti, g arh cari kt luar..huk3 ak mmg btUngkus lumus ar nk siapkan system yg xbpe bsar ar sgt ak wat kn...hehe..stakat yg ak tawu jew ar... bmnggu2 ak wat, akhirnya siap gak ak nyer system n da presant pOn... yg bEzznyer.. smlm kt umah, ak practIse Okey jew..ckp pOn ceyhhh..steady arhh.. wakaka last2 tme presant tOl2.. cket jew ak ckp... haha.. law nk ikut kpUasan aty..mmg ak xpUas ar kn? tp...xper larhh..at least ak da dpt siapkn n presant kt lectrer ak...huhuu skUnk tnggl repOrt jew lOm wat... hehe sape lak nk tOlOng ak neyh???huhuhuhu ney ak wat snIri ar kOt..ha3 eIyhh...de 1 g assIgnment... aduhhh... lupe lak ak...cOding tUk carik isipadu 2.... uwaaa.....seb bek ney wat grOup..rngn cket otak ak nk pk... hehe aLhamdUlillah.... Erm, ak arap sUme nyer akn bjalan lancar pas neyhh..
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hehe.. thE eNd...........>>>>>>
erMm, rse rndU arh kt blOg..lme xupdate..huhh ney sUme gara2 tenet umah ak yg pUtus wIre nya! arhhh!! tnsiOn tOl..wat keja pOn susah...sdey...huk3 tpaksa ar g cri wifi mrata.. pnjam bOdbend mmbe...hmm susah2... g pOn, actUally ak ngh siap kn system ak.. serabUt pala ak...
uwaaaaa x:: seb bek mmbe2 ak da dsaat2 2...huuuuu sdey ar plak ayt ak kn?hehe mmg sdey pOn...asal blek umah jerk..msTi muke kU akn kpnatan+tnsIOn..pas2 nangeh.... huk3 sbb pk exam ngn sIstem ak neyhh..yer arr...exam nk dkt..sys xsIap2 ag...repOrt ag... ngn nk stUdy tUk exam lak...rse cm xsmpat... kkdang trase cm nk mngalah jew...huhu...tp ak kn da sUmber kkUatan..sO xjd arhh... nk taw sape sUmber kkUatan ak.... hehehhe oF cOurse lar kgkawan ak....ha3 thanx my fRenzzz... cayangg kamOo sUme..ehekk.. Erm, bbalik pd system ak td... tenet kt umah xdak...susah cket ak nk run tUk dptkn Output yg btOl2 mmUaskn aty ak.. sO, kt kOlej lar tmpat ku dapat wifi..law cUti, g arh cari kt luar..huk3 ak mmg btUngkus lumus ar nk siapkan system yg xbpe bsar ar sgt ak wat kn...hehe..stakat yg ak tawu jew ar... bmnggu2 ak wat, akhirnya siap gak ak nyer system n da presant pOn... yg bEzznyer.. smlm kt umah, ak practIse Okey jew..ckp pOn ceyhhh..steady arhh.. wakaka last2 tme presant tOl2.. cket jew ak ckp... haha.. law nk ikut kpUasan aty..mmg ak xpUas ar kn? tp...xper larhh..at least ak da dpt siapkn n presant kt lectrer ak...huhuu skUnk tnggl repOrt jew lOm wat... hehe sape lak nk tOlOng ak neyh???huhuhuhu ney ak wat snIri ar kOt..ha3 eIyhh...de 1 g assIgnment... aduhhh... lupe lak ak...cOding tUk carik isipadu 2.... uwaaa.....seb bek ney wat grOup..rngn cket otak ak nk pk... hehe aLhamdUlillah.... Erm, ak arap sUme nyer akn bjalan lancar pas neyhh..
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hehe.. thE eNd...........>>>>>>
kebOrngn...ha2
hehe..ney ar pIc ak ngn mmbe ak Inn...tMe ney mmg ngh bOrng gler..ahakkzzz xD actUally, bnyk g pIc2 ktOrg...xkn nk uplOad sUme...hehe tgk jew yg ney dlu... wakaka ;p
agk bLUr ar..hehe
heee~~ :)
epy tOgether2...
ary ney cm beshh sgt...hangOut wIth ma frenzz...mUle2 skali ktOrg g bank..tman aida , bka acOunt bru ar plak kn? bIase ar..kwn ak kn kaya2...haha... 1 bank mne ckUp... heee~~ yg geramnyer ak ngn mmbe ak sOrng g tgU lam keta... aida sOrng jew kUar... yg sOrng g lak.. g klas...he2 ktnggalan sdIkit di c2...ha2 hmmm, pnat gler tgu aida lam keta...ingt kn jap jew...tgu nyer tgu....adehhh! sjam lbey kOt...huhhhh km yg dOk lam keta ney? pe g..cangak jew... tgk Org sna cni...ney nk msUk part bezt cket..tme km tgu lam keta 2... da sOrg mamat ner tah? xknal pOn...die nek myVi...plat nO: PJJ 9711 kOt...heee ;) nsemm+smart gak ar... adUhh.. die nk msUk bank ar..ak usha jew..hehe skali die mai kt keta die lak? adehh... nmpak ak tgk die... ttbe die cm malU...ha2 ;p nmpk cm glabah pOn ade... pas die kUar pd parkng..die snYum lak... huhhh xyah ckp ar per pasaan km tMe 2..hahah.. km ney ssaje jew... jgn pk km mngedIx lak eyhh??? hehehe ermm, da lme km tgU kOt...aida pOn slesai keje die, n sgera kew keta ar... km wat2 tdO...hahah pdn mUke die... die dOk tketUk jew pn2 keta...km xbUka2 pOn...last2 ak sian kt die..ak bUka ar.. gpOn ak punya ar nk tglak...hahah pas g bank km g tscO...tMe 2 inn xabIh klas ag... huhu ttngal lagi...ish2 sian kt kwn ak sOrng tUh...hmmm g tescO blI brng cIk zarIna 2..adehh.. blI pkakas nk wat bkalan kt umah ak ar kOt... mcm Umah ak xdak menda yg dIe nk blI...hahahha ;p km dOk jew lam tscO 2... ttbe nset ak bbnYi..:..:... sape g yg kOl law bkn geng km g sOrng tuh..inn. die da abIh klas... die swOh g amIk tMe 2 gak...yg mmbe ak 2 Org g neyh..dOk sbUk jew pIlih brang ...haishh,... ak ney mUle rsau..tkUt inn marah...hehe takUt kah??xkOt...wakaka km pOn bgegas ar g amIk inn kt kOlej...ngn km sUme ngh klaparan sme kn? hehe smpy2 jew...ak kOl inn blek... die majUk ar plak??huhu ak taw...majUk mnja jew tUh...hahahha pas inn da nek keta...km g ar mkn plak... lapar kn?hhehe ak mkn xabIh...sUme nyer bisIng...adehh...nk wat cm ner? da prUt ak kcIk...kih2 pas mkn..km g cs..aIda nk bli kasUt...tp xbli2 gak..huuuu, ak ney dOk mngIdam cheese cake kt scret rcipe...huhu k.iena lak nk pOpcOrn...mUla2 ingt xdpt da...inn xbg...huaaaa last2 dpt gak... yEzz!! pUas..Erm, pas g cs, km g gIant lak...hmm, tgk ar km?? mmg kaki jln kOt... law bley..sUme pasaraya km nk p...haha pas2.... km g sp plaza plak... per g? cari kasut aida arr...xdpt2 g...huhh..kt cnI ak ngn Inn lak pnat tgU...diOrg 2 Org 2...asYik wat pmantauan kasUt jew..nek pNing ak pOn... sO, dOk tgu2 2 ak ngn Inn start On camera ar...hahaha bEzzt Oow... Ermm dEstinasi terakhir km ialah... jeng..jeng.... gUrun jew pOn..hahahah nk ntar k.iena kt c2... hehe..b4 2 km sInggah mkn.. sUme pakat klaparan..huhh ak kUreng cket..hehe kt cni ak kna ag..........huk2 diOrg ckp ak mmbazIr...huhu sIan kt ak..ak da xmampu nk abIhkn nasi 2... hhuaaaaa...sdey... lam keta...sUme wat dOn knOw kt ak..tp ak xkIsah pOn.. ak taw.. lakOnan smata2 jew tUhh...ahaakkkzz last2 dIOrng ckp gak ngn ak...hehehe pas2... km pOn blek.........
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hmm, pnjg nyer cter ak...ade g nk cter tUh..tp xlarat nk tep...sO ak rngkas kn jew lar.... hehe ermmm bgItu larh kIsah ak dan kwn2 ak ary neyhhh... hehehehe xD peace!!! nO war.. haha
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hmm, pnjg nyer cter ak...ade g nk cter tUh..tp xlarat nk tep...sO ak rngkas kn jew lar.... hehe ermmm bgItu larh kIsah ak dan kwn2 ak ary neyhhh... hehehehe xD peace!!! nO war.. haha
xpUas atY!!
hmmm, presanttiOn td agk mnyerabutkn larh!.. huhu Org len wat slIde lbey pd 6 7 slIde.. ak wat 5 slide jew. 2 pOn xpnUh... ntah pa2 arr...tkUt gler t kne ngn lctrer... huhu tp awl2 ak da gtaw die yg ak pOn xtaw ak wat slIde ape..then tme ak wat presnttiOn..ttbe jew jantUng rse cm nk jatUh... huhh! lme2 Okey cket...tp stIll tgagap2...adehhh!..gagap ar plak kn? huuuuuuu..tp ak rse cm btUah cket ar..xkne tgur pOn..seb bek..ha2 thanx 2 mY lectr...hihihihi pas abIh jew prsnttiOn..de kUiz lak...lagI ar...hntam jew bnyk.... muahahaxD ak xdan ar nk cOcentrate tme mmbe2 ak presant td...cOz ak asyk pk ak nyer slIde...sO xdpt arh ak mnjwb nyer...ha2 padan mUka ak ??;p.. ermmm, ape daa.....
1st tIme kOt..wat cm neyhh..
huhu..ary ney ak da presanttiOn...rse2 ak ar..b4 ney xnah wat keje last mnUte..asggment 2...nOrmal ar kn? neyhh prsenttiOn...huhhh....mnglabah ar jgak.. ak pOn xtawu pe ak nk prsant jap g...hmm, pe2 pOn..ak nk wIsh gUd lUck tUk ak snIri...hahaha ak kne presant sal servIce usage...sape tawU??heheeh angkt kaki....hee~~ men hntam jew ak pOn.. ak search kt tenet, cOpy n paste jew..he2 bgUs ark ak???haaha
errrr...nervOus..
adehhh...ttbe lak ak rse nervOus mmIkirkn rsUlt mIdterm yg bkal kuar... huk2 wat relaxx jew bley ak neyhh... huhu... mnx2 ar rsUlt mIdterm x mngecewakan ak... uwaaaa....
ape pOn jd pas neyh? yg pntIng ak kne Usaha lbey..pndy2 lar nk tnggung snIri...
ak kne kUat... yeahh!! chaiYok2 sUme dmi msa dpn ak... hahaha
wOoooo malaysIa bley! ak pOn bleyy... gO..gO!!! =)
kpala kU pUsing.huhuhu ary slasa presanttiOn...pe pOn xprepare ag...adehh.. pe nk wat neyhh.. ary isnin lak nk kne tnjUk prOjek kt lect..2 pOn xsIap2 ag... tnsIon tOl!! fuhh... semak dOwh...
hmm, sO ak kne ar wat ary ney..tp...dgn nOte yg x kpadatan.., hOw?? erm, pe2 pOn.., kne ar cari Org tUk tlg ak ry neyhh..
gO gO!!adIOsss
rse lga sgt... smlm sgala kkUsutan ak da kUrang sdIkit...huuu nanges 2 satu kpuasan!!..haahhh beZtt... ak rse tnang cket... tnang2 ak pOn..ak tbayang gak mUke abh ak..takut die marah pas pe yg die da tawu...tp pg td...die blek,xckp per pOn...da xmarah ar tUh..ahakkz selamat.............. nOw ak nk tgU pperangan lak...ak akn kalahkn manUsia 2 abih2san... tUnggu ar... dushhhh!!
9 april 2010
ak bnci tarikh nie!!!ak bncI!!! huk3 ak xtawu per yg xkna ngn ak ary neyhhh...ak sdey... i need sUppOrt.... hmmm, ak xtawu ar.. nape ley jd cm ney?? law ak xtnsIon...mstI xjd cm ney... sOry 2 my parent... tpaksa mnIpu... ak xdak niat pOn nk tpu diOrg..sblOm ney pOn mmg ak pnah tpu gak...tp xar nk tkantOi smpy cm ney... ak kne marah dOwh...sdey tOl2...mcm2 yg mnImpa ak ary ney..ak ingt ak g lpas tnsIOn ngn mmbe2 ak..ak da trase aman cket...tp...sme jerk... mUngkin mlm ney mlm tUk ak nangis smpy sOk pagi...dsbb kn ak da lame xnangIs... 2 yg jd cm 2 kOt...... thanxx 4 my frEnz...cOz tlg rngnkn kpala ak yg srabut tramat sngt td.... ak rsa njOy sgt... walawpOn skjap...hmmm, ampa sUme jgn ar rse bslah lak... that's my fault... law i xtnsIon.. mstI xajak ampa g njOy2 kn.... sOry...................................
mnangIs xblagu...xder sape pOn tman ak...huk2 sdeY...ma fRenzz...nEed u gUyss... huk2 y mUst happen that, really nOt in mY mInd..i can't 2 thInk anythIng..manY feelIngs cOme 2 me rIte nOw!! i hate all!!! pleaze leave me!! i dOn want u in my lIfe.. dOn take my hEart again.. i'm very sUre that i'm nOt 4 u... maybe thIs is thE bIg wrOng that I dO in mY life.. y i mUst blive all!!! true what peOple say.... happy is shOrt.... arggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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thE eNd!!!!
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thE eNd!!!!
Tanpa
huhu...lame xdgr lagu neyhh..tbe2 lak tngat.. ak suke sgt lirik lagu 2.. hmm, lagu ney tUk sape2 jew yg kte xnk rse khlangn die..wlawpOn die da xder... lagu ney bmkna bg ak.. I miss her sO mUchh!!!
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Resah
yg ku ubah dalam kata
mlukiskn kesunyian..
tnpa engkau
ak xmngerti...
meski
pagi itu mnatapi
akn sunyi tnpa mu
mnemani ak sepi..
tnpa cnta mu ak resah
tnpa kasih mu ak hampa
tnpa dri mu ak mati....
kni bnar2 ku rasakan
dalam bnuk hatiku tnpamu
ak xmngerti....
takut..takut jauh dr drimu
kn kau tnggl kn ak sndri
tnpamu ku mati...
ehemmm2...
huuhu..malessss tOl nk kUar..hmm, actUally ak bnyk g keje nk wat... tp xper larhh... bkOrbn arh kjap kn??ahakkz.. aduhh...cm2 psOalan lam pkiran ak nOw.. sUme psOalan 2 xmUdah nk dIungkap ngn kata2..(ceewahhh)hik2 tp ini btOl2 bkn cObaan.... wakaka... ak pOn da pnIng neyhh..xde mende nk pk da... sape ley tOlOng ak neyh?? hmm, Of cOurse lar mY lUbly frEnss... hehehe da lar kOt..sblOm ak mngarOt lbey pnjg..beK ak stOp cni jerk kn.. i2 lbey bgUs!! Woooo!!! cawwww...................
belajar mnghargai..
salam.. =) nk bUka tOpik ney lak? bley kn...hehhe pnah ark rase dri anda2 xdhargai? n pnah ark anda2 sume x hargai Org..xkire ar kt ssape pOn..mak ayah kew?adk badIk or kkwn..hmm.. jgn ar cm 2...xbaek aw.. huhu..sOmetImes kte xsdar yg diOrg 2 bnyk tOlOng kte.. Or pa2 jew lar.. khUsus nyer of cOurse lar parents kte kn? asal ade yg xpndy nk hargai parents snIri..sdey ble dgr hal 2... aduhh... xtawu ar pe nk jd ngn dunia skUnk kn? xpndy nk mnIlai.. law dIOrg da xder bru rse khIlangan..cuba ar rse btUah cket... dpt kasih syg dIorg.. n hargai diOrg wak2 diOrg ade ngn kte..jgn dIorg da xder bru nk nyesal!.salah 2... buang ar tabiat majUk xtntu pasal ngn parents.. adehh... tkuar lak air mata ku..huhu ermm,jgn pk ak pOst neyh tUk wat Org trase.. tp skadar bkOngsi... ^sElamat beRamal^^^^
i knOw it's dIfficult tO me make dcIsiOn..
bUt i need 2 tO dO.. i waNt da bEzt way..
i dOnt want 2 thInk anymOre.. sOry... thanx 4 anythIng.. huuu...
hOw Old i can waIt 2 be freedOm wIth u... dOn thInk i leAve u cOz
i can't tO lUv u..bUt i thInk u alsO kNOw y??
sO jUz be Ur self..plEaze dOn make a trOuble..
i chOose mY way..that's beTter... >>>>>
my nEw watch..
ehekk...sje nk tnjuk jam baru.. mmbe ak yg bli kn?(thanx inn... xD)nk tawu sbb per?...hahaah ney kira kOmisen arr d'ats pjanjian yg tlah dibuat...sO i get it,ha3 ade yg brannn???meh arr..sape mnang... dpt ar ganjarn...wakaka...
huhu..dOn ask abOut da prIce..ha3 g carIk snIri law nk taw.. xksah lar bpe harga die.. yg pastInyer law bnda yg kwn2 ak bg neyhh... sUme nyer xley dnIlai... bgItu bharga... hahahah pOwer ark ayat ak..? ha2
x abIh2...
woooo...pnIng weyh pnIng..asal lar ak jd blur cm neyh? adehhh...
ermm, asgment ak da nk kna sUbmit.. tp xsIap2 ag...
ak xtaw nk wat cm ner..sOk ar ak tnye mmbe2 ak...
trase mlas lak mlm2 cm neyh... huhu.. lg pEning pk kn hal mgU ney?
nk kuar kew?....xnk kUar..... hmmm...
law ngn mmbe2 ak...xper ar..neyhh dgn . . . . . . . xyah ar ckp..
Erm, smakin ary smkIn srabUt pale Otak ak neyhh...jgn gla sUda!!..haha
mY drEamm..
hehe.. nk tawu per Impian ak?ak pOn xtawu per ImpIan ak sbnarnyer.. pa2 pOn mstI ar ak nk jd Org yg bjaye lam IdUp.. I want my famIly prOud..cOz Of me..ehekk InsyaAllah..ermm, bnda yg ak Impikan plak? cm bIase ar..sape xnk keta bsar..umah bsar..Overall arh bIg.. hmm, skUnk ak ngn geNg2 ak ngh ImpIkn nIkOn d3000..adehh. ble ar ktOrg ley dpt.. hmm.. huhh! gramm tOll..ish2 besh gler law dpt.. neYh ade arr bpe2 kpIng pIc yg ak nk share.. layan jew lar erk? xsUke pOn..wat2 sUke larh.. ape yg pNtng????(pk ar snIri...)hahhaha
hehe..neyh arh d3000 yg ak n da geng ImpIkan..
neyh lagiii...smart ark??hahah
ehekkk..ney hak mIlik ak...xdpt nIkOn..canOn lak dpt.. haha mY dad nyer larhh..;p
adehhh..ttbe jerk pg2 ney ak trase nk pOst kt blOg neyhh..ehekk.. rase t'ngt lak tMe skOla dlu... huhuhu..cm xcaye lak? kejap jew ak da abIh skOla..muahaha.. mcm2 jew... ak dLu agk ar pmalas..hehehe da ar sUke tdO lam klas? lawak tOl.. ak pOn xtawu asal lar ak jd cm 2... ckgu ngajar kt depan..ak bley lak tdO..huahuahua.. malu lar plak xp.. tp xper arr..sUme 2 da lpas..
hasIl dr ak slalu sgt dOk tdO lam klas da dapat...sPm kantOi.... padan mUke ak.. ahakk..XD nk nyesal pOn da xgune kn? tMe tdO lam klas xmO lak nk nyesal... hehhehe ley kte ary2 cKgu msti tgUr ak.. huhuhu malU glerrr,...ish2 trOk kn ak?? ksImpUlannyer...jgn ar slalu tdO lam klas... n rjIn2 cket..law pmalas..jadIk ar cm ak...hahahah
manusia...manusia..
ary ney nk ckp cket sal manUsia..haha mcm2 prangai manusia yg wat kte xthan sgt ble kte tgkk..i mean, attitude ssOrg manusia 2...ak bknnyer pndy sgt nk ckp hal2 ney kn? tp ak pOn manusia..xslah law ak nk ckp hal ney...hmm, yg paling ak pantang skali, manusia yg xpnah nk sdar diri,xknang budi...da besar..tp xtaw nk pk..yg mne baek..yg mne brUk... susah sgt kew nk pk?hmm, cube lar sskali jga pasaan Org...g 1... xbley kew nk knang bUdi..bkn ssape pOn..mUngkin mak ayah kte gak..yg 2 yg pntIng..ngn kgkwan pOn sme arr..hmm, ak xpham tOl ngn sikap Org yg cm 2..xdak rse tggungjwb lngsung!!jd lar diri snIri..jgn jadI Org len.. huhu da lar..pe ak mlalut pOn xtaw.. ter emOsi sdIkIt..huuu~~ pesanan:: jadI lar manusia sbaik2 manUsia!!!
dier mmg mncabar ak...die ingat ak xtawu ape yg die tawu..hmm tOlOng lar.. ngn Org len bley...ngn ak jgn...xper2..ak tgu jew..tbe mase..kasi letUp jugak...nsib arr
ape nk jd pOn jd arr... ak da xnk pk pa2...lantak arhh.. cket pOn ak xksah.. hmm, ak pOn xpham??nape ley jd cm ney...nk kate xde akal..hmm sUda.. Tuhan da bg akal..
tp manusia 2 yg xpndy nk pk... sO, jgn lar ble tsedar bru nk nyesal... da xguna... skali ak da ckp? ak xkn trIk blek!! adehh,,, kwn2 jgn lar jd cm mnusia yg sy mksUdkn ney k..yg xpham 2..wat2 lar pham erk? hehehe
ape nk jd pOn jd arr... ak da xnk pk pa2...lantak arhh.. cket pOn ak xksah.. hmm, ak pOn xpham??nape ley jd cm ney...nk kate xde akal..hmm sUda.. Tuhan da bg akal..
tp manusia 2 yg xpndy nk pk... sO, jgn lar ble tsedar bru nk nyesal... da xguna... skali ak da ckp? ak xkn trIk blek!! adehh,,, kwn2 jgn lar jd cm mnusia yg sy mksUdkn ney k..yg xpham 2..wat2 lar pham erk? hehehe
sdey sgt ary ney...huk2 ak xdpt jwb exam..ak xtawu per kne ngn ak neyhh...
hmm, ak da xmmpu nk ckp pa2 adehhh...tnsIOn tOl.sian kn lectrer ak..bek nyer
die ngjar..tp ak xjugak ley jwb exam...ak xtawu nk ckp per nnt... bnda snang pOn ak xley wat............ak penIng arr..huhh!! cm ner pOn..ak mstI dptkn target ak tUk sem ney..law x...mmg hncUr!!..nanges cm ner pOn..sume xkn brUlang.. pe2 pOn ak kne tgu result kuar..mcm2 pasaan yg ak ade skUnkk...hurmmmmm :(
One day...~~`
ehemm2.. smlm agk mnyerOnOkkn ak..cOz dpt hang Out with mY frEnzz..ktOrg njOy gler.. haha...da hal sOk 2 de exam..ish2 gler x gler...hmm, ktOrg relax jew... yg beznyer 1st2 2, tPu Inn..hahaha sume plan aida..xD adehh..snggup 2kar drIver,smata2 xmO bg nmpk k.iena..hik2 kOnOnnye g 3 Org jew lar..xlengkap 1 geng..hee tp at last2 ak gak drIve smpy kew destInasi..huhh.. ak jd drIver smlm..hehehe destInasi ktOrg ialah.. Giant Lunas, Kulim..kOt lar..ehekk..xbpe nk ingt sgt...smpy2 jew trOs g cri tmpat nk bersOsIal..(jgn pk bkn2 plak..hee~~)haha sOsial lar sgt..ktOrg g karOk jew..jerit nyer jerit smpy 1 jam..abIh suare.. xsUme arr..bley lar ckp g...hmm, pas2 g mkn.. tMe mkn pOn bez gak... hahaha.. agk mmlu kn..tp wat dUn nO jerk..haha..xley cter bnyk2..sian mmbe ku.ahakk.. adehh..lawak tOl arr.. pas mkn2.. ktOrg pOn blek arr..nk tgu per g?ary da nk glap...mau plak ujan...adehh..ak da lar agk tdak kecekapan drIve wk2 ujan..tp redah jew..ngn ptOlOngn mmbe2 ku..hehe maseh yerr...:)
hujan lbat sgt... mula2 g ntar Inn kt umah die..pas2 bru ktOrg blek sp.. hmm..ujan ttp xstOp2 g.. guruh+kilat jgn ckp lar..silau mta2 ak dwatnyer..tp diam jew..sape pOn xbsuare lam keta.. tkut glerr..aduhh..ak yg drIve lg takut..yg lbey mnakutkn.. pOkOk tUmbang lak wk2 pjalanan nk blek sp..huhh dUgaan 2..hmm, tpakse ar patah blek..ikut jln len.. last2..smpy gak sp... alhmdUlillah...mcm2 da ak rse tIme 2..huhu hnya tUhan jew tawu..tp sYukurlah.. km smpy gakk..hehehe
rInduuuu...
huk2...xdEr mende pOn nk cter neyhh..tp kne ar cter gak...huhuhu yer arr.... kt blOg jew ak ley ctEr kOt..ahakkss... hmm,da smIggu Org yg ak syg g jaUh... (jauh kt phang lOrh)...Org yg ak mksUdkn 2...adK ak..huuhu law pOn, dIe bkN adk kNdung ak...tp ak da syg die,cm ak syg adK ak sNiri..maw xnyer...5 thn dOwh...mak ak jage dIe.. sO die ar yg slalu wat ak eppy, law ak ngh sdey2..wlawpOn,die xtawu pOn ak ngh sdey.. cUme die msTi tnyer ak law ak ngh sUpsap..sUpsap...heheh paham2 sNIri ar NOh ape tUh... nie ayat dIer.." k.Ilah cdey kew?, nape k.Ilah cdey neyhhh?" huk2 btape trase nyer aty kUh neyhh... adUhhhh... lg t'Ingt lorhh..ak mmg ar xder hak nk halang..yer ar, ak n fmIly redha jew..,xkn nk fOrce die tnggal cNi, gpOn die ade ayah ngn Ibu dIe.. n da latest...adK die, huhu..razeem..alsO gOnna mIsh hIm..huahuahua... sdey lOrh..ary dIe pIndah...sUme nangeh... huk2 especially mY mUm..huk2 cm ak ckp td.. lawpOn bkn drah dagIng...ttp trase...huhuhu ermm, pe2 pOn...ak redha jerk...bkn ley wat per? Ujung taUn neyh..ktOrg skUarge nk g jOhOr..then nk sInggah Umah dIe... heheh.. syayang sgt kat kamOo...anIq2.. :( k, arhh...ney jew mmpu ak taip... sje nk share...huhuuhu gUd daaaa...hehe2
hehe..nEyh dIe, my lil brO..anIq!!
ehekkss..comey nyer die...huhu.. I wiLl mIsh u..:(
iNi kIsah idOp ak..heheheh
huhu...lamer gler xjngUk blOg ak neyh...hhehehe trase rndu ar plak...huhu hmm, agk bzy lar skunk, xsmpat nk pOst2 kt blOg..dan layan fb jerk.hi2 pe lar ak ney kn? bzy jew mmnjang..ha2 ptUt ar sume lari tggl ak, bUt i dOn care pOn, ape yg pnting ak akn dpt capai per yg ak nak in futUre..InsyaAllah..kOrang2 pOn dOa2 kn lar ak erk...he2 erm, kblakangan ney ak agak tnsiOn + srbUt my kpale Otak..^_^.hu2 My prOblem as usually lar.. law bkn det..family.. Or sUmtInk2 larh.. erm,.. ak ngh pk sal det neyhh.. sape ley tOlOng ak?? xley xper lar...huhu (CdeY):( bnyk tOl det ak abih skunk
ak pOn xtawu per yg ak wat ngn det ak 2.. nk kate bOrOs..bley lar tahan kOt..ha2..ntahh ar.. ak mlaz nk mnx kt parents ak.. adek2 ak pOn de g yg skOlah..huhu..gpOn, ak da besar, wlawpOn ak jUz dpt lOan jew.. 2 pOn da ckup tuK ak blanje..bkn nyer nk sara bnyk Org pOn kn?? ak sOrng jew.. sIan lak kt my dad keje sIang mlm... hmmm.., ak plak.. xsUke nk sUsahkn Org..tp law dIsUsahkn Org xper.. sbb 2 ar ak ney mUdah sgt kOt nk sian ngn Org..Org xtawu arh..sian kew x kt ak...kn3?? bIar la...huhu da
mlas nk pk.. kang tlEbih lak ak cter kt blOg ney..xpasal2.. de Org yg trase..kah3 gler dOwh... muahahah..xD adehh..tgn ak da ltey ar nk taip..nnt2 ak sInggah ag ar kt blOg..thEn I wIll pOst anythIng larh erk... hehehe daaaa...hAvE a nIcE daY...
wat renungan jew..
salam, hehe cuti2 ney cm biase arr..keje ak On9...spnuh mse.. n then ak cri jew pa2 yg bley ak bca.. xkira ar pe pOn, actually ak x ar mnat mmbaca tp cket2 2 bley lar..hmm, nOvel is my favorte..ha2 bOut motivate2 pOn ak suke gak..erm,cari pnye cri jmpe ar yg satu nie...nk gak ak kOngsi ngn kOrang, maybe kOrang da pnah t'bace..tp xpe lar, kOrang bce jew lar k.. ak nk cter pOn pnjg sgt..sO i cOpy n paste jew keyh..hehe let's check it Out.. :)
Andaikan 3 individu berbeza meminjam sebiji pinggan daripada kita.. Selang beberapa tempoh masa, individu pertama memulangkan pinggan tersebut dalam keadaan bersih cantik tanpa sebarang kecacatan.. Lalu kita pun terus meletakkannya di atas rak pinggan mangkuk seperti keadaan asalnya..
Individu kedua pula memulangkan pinggan tersebut dlm keadaannya yang masih kotor; tidak berbasuh.. Pinggan tersebut akan kita basuh sehingga bersih, kemudian barulah ianya diletakkan di tempat yg sepatutnya..
Individu ketiga pula memulangkan pinggan tersebut dalam keadaan pecah bersepai.. Tidak boleh dibezakan lagi bentuknya antara pinggan mahupun serpihan kaca.. Tiada nilainya lagi.. Kita tiada pilihan lain selain menghumbankannya ke dlm tong sampah yg hina..
Begitulah jua halnya dgn Allah Taala.. Jika kita kembali kepadaNya dalam keadaan bersih, elok, tanpa kekotoran dosa, maka Allah akan terus meletakkan kita di tempat yang baik dan tempat yg selayaknya bagi kita.. Iaitu syurga..
Namun jika kita kembali ke hadratNya dlm keadaan kotor dgn dosa, Allah akan 'basuh' kita sebersih-bersihnya di dlm api neraka sebelum memasukkan kita ke dlm syurga..
Tetapi jika kita kembali kepadaNya dlm keadaan yg rosak imannya, sehingga tidak dpt dibezakan antara iman dengan kufur, maka Allah tidak akan teragak2 utk menghumbankan kita ke dlm neraka jahannam yang hina buat selama-lamanya, ibarat pinggan yg pecah; tiada nilai lagi..
Semoga bermanfaat.. :)
CiNta Kita..
Mungkin sblOm nie, cinta tu xbrmakna bg ak..hmmmm xder yg best pOn, law ade pOn cket2jew,sbaliknyer kkecewaan & sbgnya yg kte dapat. Kkadang ak terfikir "cinta 2 mmg prlu ada kew dlm stiap khidupan mnusia.??" akhirnya..persOalan yg ak ttnya2 tjawab gak.. CINTA utama kpd ALLAH s.w.t, Kdua? CINTA gak kpd family..
Urmm, itu cnta yg prlu kn?? hOw bOut CINTA pd sseOrg..(I mean slain dr yg ak ckp kn td)mcm CINTA seOrng llaki pd seOrng wnita Or CINTA seOrg wnita kpd seOrg llaki.. kkdang ak rsa xprlu gak..yer lar..bla ada yg mnyakitkan,mmeritkan.. arrrggghhhhh.. BENCI!!! pabila pesOal ttg CINTA.Time tu ak rse sume llaki mmg xguna, slalu mnyakitkn hati prempuan, sskali xpernah nk faham prempuan, n xpernah brsyukur dgn apa yg ada walaupun ak tawu yg xsume llaki spt yg ak kta kn..mcm mne pOn, start da stOry.. CINTA 2 dtg lg dlm jiwa ak..
::WELCOME BACK LOVE!!::
mungkin ni yg terbaik utk ku.. INSYAALAH, ak akn cuba mnjga cinta nie dgn baik, wlawpOn ak da dpt CINTA 2, skali lagi ak xkn lupe CINTA ak pd maha pncipta cOz die da izinkan ak untuk mmiliki 'CINTA' pd sseOrg yg amat ak syngi..xlupe juga CINTA kpd parents ak.. insyaAllah..
Now I get the Best lOve, sOmething different In my Life..
Urmm, itu cnta yg prlu kn?? hOw bOut CINTA pd sseOrg..(I mean slain dr yg ak ckp kn td)mcm CINTA seOrng llaki pd seOrng wnita Or CINTA seOrg wnita kpd seOrg llaki.. kkdang ak rsa xprlu gak..yer lar..bla ada yg mnyakitkan,mmeritkan.. arrrggghhhhh.. BENCI!!! pabila pesOal ttg CINTA.Time tu ak rse sume llaki mmg xguna, slalu mnyakitkn hati prempuan, sskali xpernah nk faham prempuan, n xpernah brsyukur dgn apa yg ada walaupun ak tawu yg xsume llaki spt yg ak kta kn..mcm mne pOn, start da stOry.. CINTA 2 dtg lg dlm jiwa ak..
::WELCOME BACK LOVE!!::
mungkin ni yg terbaik utk ku.. INSYAALAH, ak akn cuba mnjga cinta nie dgn baik, wlawpOn ak da dpt CINTA 2, skali lagi ak xkn lupe CINTA ak pd maha pncipta cOz die da izinkan ak untuk mmiliki 'CINTA' pd sseOrg yg amat ak syngi..xlupe juga CINTA kpd parents ak.. insyaAllah..
Now I get the Best lOve, sOmething different In my Life..
bOsannn!!!
hmm, kebOsanan akn slalu mlanda diri ak..huhu cm biase law bOsan..ak On9 jeww.. hehe then ak tdgr 1 lgu neyh..sdey sgt..ak cm nk nangis jew..tp tpakse bsabar jew, ak xnak ar emOsional sgt..heheh..erm, lagu ney mmbuat kn ak tringat si dia.. ape khabar die? cm ner skunk? huhu tp ape kn daya..ak kne amik mse tuk ak btnye sume 2 pd die.. huk2..sbb susah sgt ak nk trima pas ape yg da blaku... ape pOn ak ttap syg die.. I will miss u always...:( hmm, ble kseOrgn jew..msti ak tringt die..ak xtawu cm ner nk ilang kan sume 2..yer lar..i need tme tO talk with him, sO i dOn want tO think whatever abOut him..tp nape die slalu dalam ingtn ak....tbayang plak saat ak dengan die.. gelak tawa die... n mcm2 lg arh.... saat tu slalu jew mmbuatkn ak lagi t'pk ttg die...ya Allah..tOlOng la ak...
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