You could be my unintended Choice to live my life extended You could be the one I’ll always love You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions You could be the one I’ll always love
I’ll be there as soon as I can But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before
First there was the one who challenged All my dreams and all my balance He could never be as good as you
You could be my unintended Choice to live my life extended You should be the one I’ll always love
I’ll be there as soon as I can But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before
I’ll be there as soon as I can But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before
huhu... haLlOw2.. adOiii...sUnyi ja blOg ak skUnk neyhh...ak da jd Owg yg pling bzy kt dUnia ney kOt..kah3 hmm..da latest ttg ak nOw..?? hehe..ngh pracktikal..2 ja.. kkdang best.. kkdang xbest..yg paling pEnting bOsan!! hUhh.. lambat lg 2 pracktkal nk abih.. uwaaa... semakkk! peNat lg... haiyya..manyak menda mau pK neyh.. lately neyh ak agak bLurr...hee sLalu pOn bLur gak(bak kata teMen2 ku tuh, tp ak..? "eleyhh..xksah pOn bLur cM na pOn?? i dUn care, n i dUn want 2 care..hahaha")..tp kali ney.. bLur len.. hek3 ntahh arr.. haa.. ssUatu yg baru?? ttba ja ak msUk saL ney.. hOhOo.. lantak lerrr... nOt bad lar dgn pa yg ak asa skUnk..uhuu... i mean, sSuatu yg baru.. bnyk sgt yg baru.. cm kt tmpat pracktkal ney lar cOntOh nya..bnda yg ak xpnah wat, ttba kna wat.. cm 2 larr,bnyk gLa law nk cIta.. bek xyah cIta..kan3??? heheh erm,da yg bOle dtrima, n da yg xbOle dtrIma.. wUtever larh! accepted>> uhukkk.. sEsak2...sabO jew larr.. yg pEnting ak, kwn2, fmly, n sUma2 lar bahagia... mOod ngh penIng2 ney.. pa nk tUlis pOn tataw.. lg bOle tep, ak tep ja larr..hahahh laLala~~ asa cm ak tep ngarOt2 ja ney..haa..kn da ckp td..bLur..bLur.. sO bLur! huhu.. bYe! =)pEace yeaa~~
Huu…jam da nk dekat kUl 4..tp mata ak xbOle2 g nk tutup..hmm…ak neyh..law xbOle nk tdO.. mUla lar pk yg bkn2..huhu..bIase arh law ssOwg kn?ermm..ntah napa mLm ney.. ak tringt saL naseb ak dLu.. sKunk kre Okey lar cket an..haha…bLe t’ngt 2..tba2 ak asa geram..nk marah..dendam..huhh suma cukup lar.. huk3 sdey sgt.. naseb lar kn..nk ckp ak ney tLalu baek? Baek ka ak ney? Hmm.. sUka2 ja Owg ley menkan pasaan ak..sUme sama ja.. ak pOn xtawu pe lar xkna ngn ak..cm2 ak da lalui.. tOtalLy pedih sgt nk telan..actuaLly, bnda ney lar ak xsuka sgt nk ingt..bLe ak t’ngt..sUma pasaan marah n dendam mngUasai dri ak.. mUngkin ak tLalu snang tUk Owg men kn pasaan..xkre lar ssape pOn..tp jgn ingt ak ley jerk dOk diam..sLow2 ak.. da batas kOt..huhu wak2 ak tkena ngn Owg dLu.. ak sLalu asa yg dri ak ney lemah sgt..Urhh.. nape ak xbOle lawan?..nape ak msti diam?.. kna tikam pOn kkdg xsdar.. Ya Allah.. bOdoh nya ak waktu 2…even bnda2 da lepas.. sntiasa da lam aty ak..xkn pnah tpadam pOn..hmm ak hOpe sgt..stIap ary ak akn dpt mnjalani khidupan ak dgn baik..sebaik2 nyer.. mUngkin dri ak xbOleh sekuat dan stabah Owg len..ak akn ttp cuba yg tbaek.. ak da xmau sume bnda2 yg ak da lalui tpaksa ak ulang kembali.. cukup lar dgn pa yg ak da asa sbLom ney.. huk3.. reaLly2 need my frenzz 2 sUppOrt me.. tp.. bOle ka?..hmm.. ak pcaya ngn sUme Owg yg de kLiling ak.. hOpe, dOwg pOn can make me 2 trUst them.. da bpa kaLi ak mncuba yg tbeK..tp gagaL..ak da xmO kcewa ngn sIkap Owg2 kt kLiling ak lg.. hukk.. hukk.. :(
hmm...hujan mlm ney..cm faham pasaan ak..huu.. napa eyh..? lantak larr... ak sdey kOt.. kkdg kta xsdar yg kta ney da ckup bhagia dgn pa yg da..napa da Owg yg xbOle nk asa bsyUkur ngn per yg dia da.. xfham gak ak..even bnda 2 dia yg xbsyukur.. tp ak yg trasa.. hmm.. mUngkin tmpIas kOt.. ttba ak asa nk tep ja pa yg ak asa..ak pOn bknnya sntiasa sgt bsyukur.. tp.......ermm,actUaLly bnyk sgt bnda yg nk dLuahkn kt bLog ney.. tp... asanya xsUma bnda kta ley kOngsi kn? adehh... lajU nya air mata air yg mngalir mlm ney.. huhu.. susahnya ak nk tMa sUma ney..tp nk wat cM na... bLa kta da sygg...sUsah nk lupa, Or tnggal n sbgnya..hmm.. mUngkin law bg Owg len, msti da ja yg xbOle dtMa law da ssUa2 yg mUngkin xbOle dtMa..sabar jew lar kn.. pa yg pntIng aty kta.. bia lar ak cm na? ak ttap ak!
salam.. wUihh.. lama x hapdate bLog neyhh.. hek2.. rndu mnyelubungi diriku tuk terdampar kt bLog ney.. di smpg mengactIve kn jari jemari ku di pg hari.... heheheh actuaLly ak ngh sakit perUt gIla..huk2 nOrmal 4 da wOmans.. hee~~ stIap bln jerk de ar pnykit ney.. tp xsUme aw.. Uhuu...ak cuba lelapkn mata kmbali tMe tjaga awal2 pg td.. tp xbOle... lg ak tdO.. lg 2 perUt ak sakit...mmg ak agk lesU ar pg ney, uwaaa... jap ag kLas kUl 2.. ade prsntatiOn lak tUhh.. aduiii i'm dIed!! cm na nk bdIri lma... sakIt dOwhh.. bOle kew ak nk prsant lam k'eadaan dUduk?? uii.. xbOle2.. abIss ak nk wat cM ner? huk2.. tIngat lak tMe ak kt hOstel dLu..pnyakIt ak yg cM ney, mmg trOk gLa taun tUh, taun 2007 kOt, da last year ak kt sMtsp2.. =) bLe dtg jerk pnyakit ak ney... mmbe2 dOm ak sUme da start Isaw... yer arr.. ak xbOle nk bgerak sgt... law bLn 2 trOk... trOk lar ssgt.. adehh.. sUsah tOl ak ney.. ak respect ar mmbe2 ak .. dOrng snggup jaga ak.. nk g mne2 sUme kna pImpin.. smpy kew tOilet pOn..hak2 gIla lar ak neyhh... jarang lar law ak nk sakIt trOk2.. maybe lam stahun 2, da la lam 4 Or 5 bLn ak sakIt trOk...hmm.., tMe 2, hnya tUhan jew tawu... btw.. ak asa tharu ngn mmbe2 yg bnyk tLong ak.. huhu.. tIngat lak kt dOrng.. hmm, cM 2 lar law ak da dtg pnyakIt 'SesUngut ' a.k.a SngUgut ney kn? hehe.. xlarat da den nk mnaIp.. den nk pektIs tUk presant japg lar... cawWw~~ =p
uwaaa...sdeyy........sIan kt cInta aty ak... bUrOkk da... adehh...sOry... ney sUma salah ak... last2 die gak yg kna...bkn nye skali..da bnyk kali... hUhhh...cUai nya ak.... ermm.. pe nasIb.. huhu tawu ape cInta aty ak tUhh..hehe.. keta lOrhh, pneman idOp ak ney...dIa sakit.. ak pOn sakIt..hek2.. hmm, sUma nya bmUla ptg 2... ak ngn iNn nk g cS.. nk carI brng...aida ngn k.iena da awai bLek ary 2... then, bdUa jew arh..sO cM bIasa ak yg drIve..iNn xlarat..keh2.. pas2 smpy kt cs.. nk cari parking arr..kbEtulan da parkIng dkt sgt ngn pntu masuk...km pOn pa g..msti ar nk park c2.. nk wat cM na..malass jalan..hee~~ tp km tlEpas cket parkng 2... kalUt sgt kn ak.. kna ar rvers bLek,adehhh.. rvers nya rvers bOle ar nk masUk parkng..syOk ar sat... tp tMe 2 ak cm bLur cket sbb asyk nmpak keta bLkg ja.. hUii..bLur ja keja ak kn? then tMe nk msUk parkng ngn kalUt2 ak 2.. ak ingt lepas ja..hOhoo tba2 ak dgar bUnyi... hUhhh..cangak g!!...mnggltar sUda tbuhh skali ngn tgn2 ku... argghhhhh tIdakkk.. nk nangess ja tMe 2..pas2 cM bIasa..bLa da ja bNda yg jadi mLibatkn keta.. ak lOmpat ke sIt blakng..hehe pa g..iNn ar uruskn.. ak da takOttt...huhu... ak bkn bOle.. hmm.. iNn pOn btOl kn lar parkng 2... ak stIll nervOus nk mmpOs.. mcm2 pasaan da mUncuL kt kpala ak 2... huk3 pas da btOlkn, iNn ar g tUrun dLu... then, ak dIam ja lam keta.. ak taw da pa yg dIe nk ckp..urhhh..ak lg takOttt... pas2 dIe ckp "weyhh.. ang mai tgk keta ang neyhh" arhhh...ak pOn turun..g tgk... uwaaa...abIh keta ak....ak da xtaw nk ckp pa.. tMe 2 ak pK nk siapkn keta ak tUk jd cm bIasa lek.. sbb ak takOtt abah ak marah...huk2 pas2 km kUar parkng bLek n pk nk g Mna..huaaa.. 2 2 sKali nrvOuss..huhh km g ar cri kdai cat pas2 tnya2,Owg 2 ckp xley sIap lam msa 2 gak...makLum lar..da ptg..gIla nk sempat sIap....ak mmg da bUntu.. huhh ngn dUet lg...bLurrr...bLurrr..ssUnggUhnya ak bLur.. hOhooo n then ak ngn iNn dcIde gtaw jew arh kt abh n mak ak.. ak pOn fOlLow jew lar...nk wat cN ner ag... mmg xbOle nk lIndUng.. adUhhh... even ak berat sgt nk gtaw... hmm.. at last.. abh n mak ak taw jUgak.. kna gak ar marah.. cOz cUai... huhu..mmg ak cUai!! pas ney ak akn lbey b'aty2.. law x..abIss lar cInta aty ak yg 1 tUh.. mOral oF da stOry... bhatI2 lah anda law sygg kn ssUatu 2... hehehe :)
