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yea..dlm kehidupan kte ney..byk sgt dugaan n rintangan g perlu kta harungi..bhagia cuma dtg sekejap... knapa bhagia xsntiasa bsma kta? hmm susah tuk jwb psOalan 2.. suma keja Tuhan..
kta mnusia biasa, hanya mmpu merancang...Tuhan yg tentukan. hmm.. tLalu pnjg khidupan kta yg kta perlu lalui, jLan hidup kta sniri pOn kta xnmpak.. hmm, dr dlu ak slalu byangkn hidup ak bhgia sentiasa bhagia bsama Owg2 yg ak syg, tp..impian ak xpnah tcapai.. tp syukur, sbb msih ada Owg2 yg ak syg.. hidup ak xkn smpurna kalau hilang sentengah nyawa ak tu.. ak pcaya, mungkin 1 hari, ak akn dpt apa yg ak impikan dlm khdupan ak.. wlwpOn kkdang ,saat ak tjatuh.. xda sOwg pOn dkt dgn ak.. yeah..mungkin dsi2 suda nmpak kkuatan ak, ak bgun dgn sndri..oOuh..sgt sakitt! tp ak kUat! Ya Allah.. hanya dia yg yg tawu cm na prasaan ak.. hmm, mna hilangnya sUma Owg yg ak perlUkan..? erm, ak redha.... ak bgun wlwpOn langkah ak perlahan mniti ary2 yg mndatang... ak terima sumanya.. smOga idup ak akn lbey baek dr ary2 sbLom nya.. thxx ssgt 4 thOse whO suppOrt me.. l lOve u all daMn muchh! :)

berfikir sejenak--


huhu tba2 ak t'pk apa kesudahan kisah idup ak..hurmm.. mungkin skunk kta xsdar yg kta da melangkah jaOh sgt k' dpn..pa pOn yg kta wat kkdg kta xsdar.. tba2 mlm ney ak kekeliruan, kebuntuan,ketidakfahaman, n . . . . .. ntah apa yg da lam Otak aku..adUiii... sapa bOle tOlOng ney.. tOlong ak supaya xtmbul mcm2 perasaan cm neyh..hak2 gila suda.. jam da kul 1stgh lbey2.. ak xley tdO lg... sOk nk kna bgun awal lg..pas2 cm biasa nk g keja lak..haa... arhhhh!! jem! kkdg mls nk mlyan pasaan sgt..tp xbOle..huhu apa nk wat naseb bdn..erm, rutin harian aku skunk da jaOh bbeza dr dLu..skunk agak padat..cari duet pnya pasal.. apa pOn da xpK.. penat? smestinya.. tp da tbiasa.. Okey la 2 kn..hehe adehh... xley tdO lg neyh..? pa hal? uwaaa:( ltey la cm ney.. huk2

sUka2 nk bcErita..~


haK3..sOnOk sgt ley bnafas pnjg ary ney..hee~~ ney sUma gara2 dmam 2 ary.. adOii.. xtawu lar kn dmam ak sbb pa? huhu.. nVermInd.. btw alhmdulillah ary ney ak da sembUh.. tp sUara ja lOm sembUh..adOii.. msIh tsekat2 lg neyh...hmm.. saat ak tbaca bLog2 Owg len..ttba tingt kt bLog ak neyh..sO, sInggah la...hehehe smbIl mLayan lagU kt nsEt ak tUh.. nk mngUnyah pOn, da xdak pa2 nk mngUnyah.. nk mnyEmbang pOn.. Owg kt sbLah da tdO..hihi.. mmbe ag sOwg lak dmam.. sMlm da sOwg.. ary ney pOn da lak..sOk? xtaw lar.. adakah sUma nya bjangkit dr ak??hOhOo.. nO.. nO..ak bUkan pmbawa vIrus..hahaha mungkin keadaan cuaca yg xmnentu skUnk ney.. hmm.. ak da pOn mula dgr banjir sana sini..mna xnya.. ujan jaa.. dugaan 2,..huhu bLa da bnjir.. cm2 lak dgr g kn? lemas lar..n cm2 ag.. huhh.. bahaya2.. tIngat tMe bnjir kt umah arwah tOk ak dLu.. sOnok ja men air.., even kkdg jumpa ular lam umah , n ada yg ckp da buaya.. cOz umah tOk dkt ngn sungai , tp xpnah asa bhaya langsUng hehe bIasa lar 2 kn, bla asyk sOnOk ja.... tp sKunk ney,.. kmpung 2.. da xbnjir lg.. sbb da wat empangan.. n umah tOk pOn da xdkt ngn sungai lg..huhhu sdey ja..rndu lg umah yg lama.. suma da kna tOlak.. cm2 kngn da kt c2.. tp nk wat cn na kn.. kna lar tma..actually umah 2 kna tOlak cOz nk wat empangan 2 arr.. abIs umah2 yg tpi sungai kt kmpung 2 kna amik by gOvnment.. even dpt det tuk wat umah baru pOn.. xbest lar kn? sbb da asa laen..xmcm kmpung kOt..huhuhu overall bbeza dr dLu.. hmm~~ mOod:: rndU ktEnangan.. zZZzzzZzsssss~~

. . . . UnIntended. . .



You could be my unintended

Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I’ll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I’ll always love

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
He could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I’ll always love

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you

sEsuatu yang barU..



huhu... haLlOw2.. adOiii...sUnyi ja blOg ak skUnk neyhh...ak da jd Owg yg pling bzy kt dUnia ney kOt..kah3 hmm..da latest ttg ak nOw..?? hehe..ngh pracktikal..2 ja.. kkdang best.. kkdang xbest..yg paling pEnting bOsan!! hUhh.. lambat lg 2 pracktkal nk abih.. uwaaa... semakkk! peNat lg... haiyya..manyak menda mau pK neyh.. lately neyh ak agak bLurr...hee sLalu pOn bLur gak(bak kata teMen2 ku tuh, tp ak..? "eleyhh..xksah pOn bLur cM na pOn?? i dUn care, n i dUn want 2 care..hahaha")..tp kali ney.. bLur len.. hek3 ntahh arr.. haa.. ssUatu yg baru?? ttba ja ak msUk saL ney.. hOhOo.. lantak lerrr... nOt bad lar dgn pa yg ak asa skUnk..uhuu... i mean, sSuatu yg baru.. bnyk sgt yg baru.. cm kt tmpat pracktkal ney lar cOntOh nya..bnda yg ak xpnah wat, ttba kna wat.. cm 2 larr,bnyk gLa law nk cIta.. bek xyah cIta..kan3??? heheh erm,da yg bOle dtrima, n da yg xbOle dtrIma.. wUtever larh! accepted>> uhukkk.. sEsak2...sabO jew larr.. yg pEnting ak, kwn2, fmly, n sUma2 lar bahagia... mOod ngh penIng2 ney.. pa nk tUlis pOn tataw.. lg bOle tep, ak tep ja larr..hahahh laLala~~ asa cm ak tep ngarOt2 ja ney..haa..kn da ckp td..bLur..bLur.. sO bLur! huhu.. bYe! =)pEace yeaa~~

dLu ak...


Huu…jam da nk dekat kUl 4..tp mata ak xbOle2 g nk tutup..hmm…ak neyh..law xbOle nk tdO.. mUla lar pk yg bkn2..huhu..bIase arh law ssOwg kn?ermm..ntah napa mLm ney.. ak tringt saL naseb ak dLu.. sKunk kre Okey lar cket an..haha…bLe t’ngt 2..tba2 ak asa geram..nk marah..dendam..huhh suma cukup lar.. huk3 sdey sgt.. naseb lar kn..nk ckp ak ney tLalu baek? Baek ka ak ney? Hmm.. sUka2 ja Owg ley menkan pasaan ak..sUme sama ja.. ak pOn xtawu pe lar xkna ngn ak..cm2 ak da lalui.. tOtalLy pedih sgt nk telan..actuaLly, bnda ney lar ak xsuka sgt nk ingt..bLe ak t’ngt..sUma pasaan marah n dendam mngUasai dri ak.. mUngkin ak tLalu snang tUk Owg men kn pasaan..xkre lar ssape pOn..tp jgn ingt ak ley jerk dOk diam..sLow2 ak.. da batas kOt..huhu wak2 ak tkena ngn Owg dLu.. ak sLalu asa yg dri ak ney lemah sgt..Urhh.. nape ak xbOle lawan?..nape ak msti diam?.. kna tikam pOn kkdg xsdar.. Ya Allah.. bOdoh nya ak waktu 2…even bnda2 da lepas.. sntiasa da lam aty ak..xkn pnah tpadam pOn..hmm ak hOpe sgt..stIap ary ak akn dpt mnjalani khidupan ak dgn baik..sebaik2 nyer.. mUngkin dri ak xbOleh sekuat dan stabah Owg len..ak akn ttp cuba yg tbaek.. ak da xmau sume bnda2 yg ak da lalui tpaksa ak ulang kembali.. cukup lar dgn pa yg ak da asa sbLom ney.. huk3.. reaLly2 need my frenzz 2 sUppOrt me.. tp.. bOle ka?..hmm.. ak pcaya ngn sUme Owg yg de kLiling ak.. hOpe, dOwg pOn can make me 2 trUst them.. da bpa kaLi ak mncuba yg tbeK..tp gagaL..ak da xmO kcewa ngn sIkap Owg2 kt kLiling ak lg.. hukk.. hukk.. :(