sUka2 nk bcErita..~

haK3..sOnOk sgt ley bnafas pnjg ary ney..hee~~ ney sUma gara2 dmam 2 ary.. adOii.. xtawu lar kn dmam ak sbb pa? huhu.. nVermInd.. btw alhmdulillah ary ney ak da sembUh.. tp sUara ja lOm sembUh..adOii.. msIh tsekat2 lg neyh...hmm.. saat ak tbaca bLog2 Owg len..ttba tingt kt bLog ak neyh..sO, sInggah la...hehehe smbIl mLayan lagU kt nsEt ak tUh.. nk mngUnyah pOn, da xdak pa2 nk mngUnyah.. nk mnyEmbang pOn.. Owg kt sbLah da tdO..hihi.. mmbe ag sOwg lak dmam.. sMlm da sOwg.. ary ney pOn da lak..sOk? xtaw lar.. adakah sUma nya bjangkit dr ak??hOhOo.. nO.. nO..ak bUkan pmbawa vIrus..hahaha mungkin keadaan cuaca yg xmnentu skUnk ney.. hmm.. ak da pOn mula dgr banjir sana sini..mna xnya.. ujan jaa.. dugaan 2,..huhu bLa da bnjir.. cm2 lak dgr g kn? lemas lar..n cm2 ag.. huhh.. bahaya2.. tIngat tMe bnjir kt umah arwah tOk ak dLu.. sOnok ja men air.., even kkdg jumpa ular lam umah , n ada yg ckp da buaya.. cOz umah tOk dkt ngn sungai , tp xpnah asa bhaya langsUng hehe bIasa lar 2 kn, bla asyk sOnOk ja.... tp sKunk ney,.. kmpung 2.. da xbnjir lg.. sbb da wat empangan.. n umah tOk pOn da xdkt ngn sungai lg..huhhu sdey ja..rndu lg umah yg lama.. suma da kna tOlak.. cm2 kngn da kt c2.. tp nk wat cn na kn.. kna lar tma..actually umah 2 kna tOlak cOz nk wat empangan 2 arr.. abIs umah2 yg tpi sungai kt kmpung 2 kna amik by gOvnment.. even dpt det tuk wat umah baru pOn.. xbest lar kn? sbb da asa laen..xmcm kmpung kOt..huhuhu overall bbeza dr dLu.. hmm~~ mOod:: rndU ktEnangan.. zZZzzzZzsssss~~

. . . . UnIntended. . .

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I’ll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I’ll always love

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
He could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I’ll always love

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I’ll be there as soon as I can
But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you

sEsuatu yang barU..

huhu... haLlOw2.. adOiii...sUnyi ja blOg ak skUnk neyhh...ak da jd Owg yg pling bzy kt dUnia ney kOt..kah3 hmm..da latest ttg ak nOw..?? hehe..ngh pracktikal..2 ja.. kkdang best.. kkdang xbest..yg paling pEnting bOsan!! hUhh.. lambat lg 2 pracktkal nk abih.. uwaaa... semakkk! peNat lg... haiyya..manyak menda mau pK neyh.. lately neyh ak agak bLurr...hee sLalu pOn bLur gak(bak kata teMen2 ku tuh, tp ak..? "eleyhh..xksah pOn bLur cM na pOn?? i dUn care, n i dUn want 2 care..hahaha")..tp kali ney.. bLur len.. hek3 ntahh arr.. haa.. ssUatu yg baru?? ttba ja ak msUk saL ney.. hOhOo.. lantak lerrr... nOt bad lar dgn pa yg ak asa skUnk..uhuu... i mean, sSuatu yg baru.. bnyk sgt yg baru.. cm kt tmpat pracktkal ney lar cOntOh nya..bnda yg ak xpnah wat, ttba kna wat.. cm 2 larr,bnyk gLa law nk cIta.. bek xyah cIta..kan3??? heheh erm,da yg bOle dtrima, n da yg xbOle dtrIma.. wUtever larh! accepted>> uhukkk.. sEsak2...sabO jew larr.. yg pEnting ak, kwn2, fmly, n sUma2 lar bahagia... mOod ngh penIng2 ney.. pa nk tUlis pOn tataw.. lg bOle tep, ak tep ja larr..hahahh laLala~~ asa cm ak tep ngarOt2 ja ney..haa..kn da ckp td..bLur..bLur.. sO bLur! huhu.. bYe! =)pEace yeaa~~

dLu ak...

Huu…jam da nk dekat kUl 4..tp mata ak xbOle2 g nk tutup..hmm…ak neyh..law xbOle nk tdO.. mUla lar pk yg bkn2..huhu..bIase arh law ssOwg kn?ermm..ntah napa mLm ney.. ak tringt saL naseb ak dLu.. sKunk kre Okey lar cket an..haha…bLe t’ngt 2..tba2 ak asa geram..nk marah..dendam..huhh suma cukup lar.. huk3 sdey sgt.. naseb lar kn..nk ckp ak ney tLalu baek? Baek ka ak ney? Hmm.. sUka2 ja Owg ley menkan pasaan ak..sUme sama ja.. ak pOn xtawu pe lar xkna ngn ak..cm2 ak da lalui.. tOtalLy pedih sgt nk telan..actuaLly, bnda ney lar ak xsuka sgt nk ingt..bLe ak t’ngt..sUma pasaan marah n dendam mngUasai dri ak.. mUngkin ak tLalu snang tUk Owg men kn pasaan..xkre lar ssape pOn..tp jgn ingt ak ley jerk dOk diam..sLow2 ak.. da batas kOt..huhu wak2 ak tkena ngn Owg dLu.. ak sLalu asa yg dri ak ney lemah sgt..Urhh.. nape ak xbOle lawan?..nape ak msti diam?.. kna tikam pOn kkdg xsdar.. Ya Allah.. bOdoh nya ak waktu 2…even bnda2 da lepas.. sntiasa da lam aty ak..xkn pnah tpadam pOn..hmm ak hOpe sgt..stIap ary ak akn dpt mnjalani khidupan ak dgn baik..sebaik2 nyer.. mUngkin dri ak xbOleh sekuat dan stabah Owg len..ak akn ttp cuba yg tbaek.. ak da xmau sume bnda2 yg ak da lalui tpaksa ak ulang kembali.. cukup lar dgn pa yg ak da asa sbLom ney.. huk3.. reaLly2 need my frenzz 2 sUppOrt me.. tp.. bOle ka?..hmm.. ak pcaya ngn sUme Owg yg de kLiling ak.. hOpe, dOwg pOn can make me 2 trUst them.. da bpa kaLi ak mncuba yg tbeK..tp gagaL..ak da xmO kcewa ngn sIkap Owg2 kt kLiling ak lg.. hukk.. hukk.. :(

bLa aty...???

hmm...hujan mlm ney..cm faham pasaan ak..huu.. napa eyh..? lantak larr... ak sdey kOt.. kkdg kta xsdar yg kta ney da ckup bhagia dgn pa yg da..napa da Owg yg xbOle nk asa bsyUkur ngn per yg dia da.. xfham gak ak..even bnda 2 dia yg xbsyukur.. tp ak yg trasa.. hmm.. mUngkin tmpIas kOt.. ttba ak asa nk tep ja pa yg ak asa..ak pOn bknnya sntiasa sgt bsyukur.. tp.......ermm,actUaLly bnyk sgt bnda yg nk dLuahkn kt bLog ney.. tp... asanya xsUma bnda kta ley kOngsi kn? adehh... lajU nya air mata air yg mngalir mlm ney.. huhu.. susahnya ak nk tMa sUma ney..tp nk wat cM na... bLa kta da sygg...sUsah nk lupa, Or tnggal n sbgnya..hmm.. mUngkin law bg Owg len, msti da ja yg xbOle dtMa law da ssUa2 yg mUngkin xbOle dtMa..sabar jew lar kn.. pa yg pntIng aty kta.. bia lar ak cm na? ak ttap ak!

PagI yg agak LesU....

salam.. wUihh.. lama x hapdate bLog neyhh.. hek2.. rndu mnyelubungi diriku tuk terdampar kt bLog ney.. di smpg mengactIve kn jari jemari ku di pg hari.... heheheh actuaLly ak ngh sakit perUt gIla..huk2 nOrmal 4 da wOmans.. hee~~ stIap bln jerk de ar pnykit ney.. tp xsUme aw.. Uhuu...ak cuba lelapkn mata kmbali tMe tjaga awal2 pg td.. tp xbOle... lg ak tdO.. lg 2 perUt ak sakit...mmg ak agk lesU ar pg ney, uwaaa... jap ag kLas kUl 2.. ade prsntatiOn lak tUhh.. aduiii i'm dIed!! cm na nk bdIri lma... sakIt dOwhh.. bOle kew ak nk prsant lam k'eadaan dUduk?? uii.. xbOle2.. abIss ak nk wat cM ner? huk2.. tIngat lak tMe ak kt hOstel dLu..pnyakIt ak yg cM ney, mmg trOk gLa taun tUh, taun 2007 kOt, da last year ak kt sMtsp2.. =) bLe dtg jerk pnyakit ak ney... mmbe2 dOm ak sUme da start Isaw... yer arr.. ak xbOle nk bgerak sgt... law bLn 2 trOk... trOk lar ssgt.. adehh.. sUsah tOl ak ney.. ak respect ar mmbe2 ak .. dOrng snggup jaga ak.. nk g mne2 sUme kna pImpin.. smpy kew tOilet pOn..hak2 gIla lar ak neyhh... jarang lar law ak nk sakIt trOk2.. maybe lam stahun 2, da la lam 4 Or 5 bLn ak sakIt trOk...hmm.., tMe 2, hnya tUhan jew tawu... btw.. ak asa tharu ngn mmbe2 yg bnyk tLong ak.. huhu.. tIngat lak kt dOrng.. hmm, cM 2 lar law ak da dtg pnyakIt 'SesUngut ' a.k.a SngUgut ney kn? hehe.. xlarat da den nk mnaIp.. den nk pektIs tUk presant japg lar... cawWw~~ =p